Friday, December 19, 2008

In the beginning

This is weird, not gonna lie. Sharing my life with world- that could be dangerous. For quite a while, I've been thinking about joining the rest of society and becoming technologically "hip." I guess it's cool to be doing this thing, but part of me wanted to play the rebel and stay Amish. Considering that I am no where near even slightly being Amish, I have given in. 

I doubt that this blog will be very insightful and mind boggling. In fact, it will probably be pretty boring and then eventually, I will give up just like journaling (although I am trying to pick it back up). Then again, it could become the next best thing. People could read my blog and come to realize that there is something great out there and their lives could be changed forever. I like that idea better. 

I guess I should explain the title of the place where I will express my thoughts. Waiting patiently is how I would describe myself at this present time. Right now, my life feels very fajangeled. (Yes, I know that isn't a word.) On the one hand, there is a lot of crap going on. Being a PA is ridiculously hard. Being a PA to your friends is even harder. But at the same time, God is really blessing me. The weird thing is that the good and the bad intertwine in only a way that God can understand. Waiting patiently is me waiting to see where God is going with all of this. It's me waiting to see about my future, my friends, His will, trials, sorrows, joys, and hopes. This is not always easy. Actually, it's never easy, especially when you haven't seen anything good happen in a really long time. But it's during those times that you know something big is going to happen and you hear God saying, "Wait patiently."